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Hello, been a long time, hasn’t it.
I have nothing to say really, no excuses at all.
Not after I abandoned everything and just did basically nothing all this time. I basically was one of the most unproductive persons these past months.
I guess I did talk about some test that I have to pass in order to make a new step in my life. That sounds exaggerating, but let’s put it that way. I believe that doesn’t only apply to me. Thousand hundreds of people apply for this job. So you see, that’s not some simple matter at all.
And I kinda busted the test, lol.
Sure, I passed the passing grade, but not so sure whether I could go for the next round. Talking about the first test, the goal was to pass the passing grade, since honestly I have no confidence that I could pass at all. I did study, like some weeks of study, and an intense week of studying where I barely slept at all due to anxiety and insomnia. Who said that I like exam?
In the end, my score was rather average, and there’s this ranking system where only the 3 highest scorer could do the second round test. It’s a miracle if I could pass the next round. I did think that I could probably do better for the first test.
Not for the twk test though. I swear If I do a retest I don't think that I could get a higher score compared to my previous test. It was just that difficult for me. And I'd studied my butt for this test session, but I couldn’t even comprehend the questions at all. Naturally, I came to hate this session.
But, that’s it about the test, I know that I have to prepare for the next round since there’s a possibility that I’d pass the rank, but It’s really hard to start studying again. I keep wasting my time reading for nothing. It’s already tiring to imagine me studying all over again. And there’s also this thing about this advanced teaching license, where everyone who have this certificate would totally pass the next round test with the highest score one possibly could get. A freaking perfect 100 score. And I don’t have that certificate. So if one of my competitors has this, gotta kiss goodbye to all of my efforts.
And that’s it.
Now, we are mostly working from home due to the outbreak of the Covid-19, and I guess I will make a special note for this special case. Seriously, just stay home as you much as you could. There’s still no case where I live in. But who knows?
This is already the fourth day of our self-distancing campaign, not so sure what happened outside, but seems like a lot of people still wandering around. I don’t have problem with people who went out trying to make a living for their daily necessities though. I just hope our people could learn from our sisters and brothers in Italia. Hope they’ll all get better soon. Hope the rest of the world would get better soon.
Talking about self-distancing, it’s not really uncommon thing, at least for me. I do self-distancing every weekend and mostly that’s how I spend my holiday. I guess every introvert out there shares this same trait. There’re a lot of things to do at home. There’re a whole lot of books to read. So no problemo.
I guess I’d better start studying.
