https://zayatr.blogspot.com/

Dear whoever read this blog.

How's life going? Hopefully wherever you are, you're doing fine.

I guess this will be the last time I update this blog.

God, I'm actually quite fond of this blog. Nevertheless I have to move on.

And that, the picture above is the front page of my new blog, which I was really eager to start at first but now feel reluctant to even post a thing. Well, not that I have anything particular that I could share.

These past few months were just a bit too much.

My mother had been in and out of hospitals and I actually got the job that I thought I failed to get. And then the moving out thing while my mother was still in the hospital. New job, new rented house, new environment, new colleagues, and the old anxious, timid, anti-social, depressed, overwhelmed, stressful-me. Not the best combination to be honest.  

Actually my mother just got out of the hospital yesterday. She's recovering now. Thanks God, my sister finished her study earlier. So aside from my father she could look after our mother.

And thus, I think I'm entering the third stage: Pine Needles. Which means, though I'm not in really stable condition, my current job is pretty stable now. And I've got to move out as well and live by myself. And God knows what's going to happen from now on.

The reason why I'm starting a brand new blog is well, since everything is pretty new to me, so why not start a new blog as well. But then I realize I love this blog way too much after all. Still, this will be the last time.

If you're a reader of my blog, though I doubt that I have a reader at all, thank you for sticking out with me. And thank you for visiting my blog. My next blog would be pretty much the same, just a bit more like a journal.

And I kinda promise myself to not talk about love and stuff on my next blog. So, this will be the last time: I still can't move on from him after all. I still love you ***.

Well that is that, and this is this. Good bye Second Stage: Peony. This stage of life was quite a ride. There's just so many things happened. Good or bad, this stage is finally concluded. And I could feel that I've changed as well.

So, see you on the next ride.

Yours sincerily

kyrayu

P.S the new blog is here. There's still not a single post though.lol

Actually I won't update that blog since I can't come to terms with the design.

Here's the new blog:  https://lakyrayu.blogspot.com/